I'm so sick and tired of acting like I'm fine because truthfully, I'm not. I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the oneperson who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend,my everything.. and you ruined it all in that moment. And I acted like it
didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't think it did...but the tears are here andI now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world.
I hope i made you laugh
when you were about to cry
I hope i made you smile
you you really wanted to die
I hope i made you think about something twice you wouldnt have before
because you've done all this for me, and you did a whole lot more